Currently Playing Tragic Kingdom By No Doubt see related

- No Doubt

wow...when was the last time i went on xanga...

everyone is so caught up with this website known as "Myspace". i'm guessing everyone, and i do mean EVERYONE, is literally hooked on this site. drugs are an addiction, and Myspace is a drug. i for one am amused at this site, and also i too is literally addicted. Battle of the Bands happened weeks ago, more like a month ago (Feb. 26), and the badd-asses we are; we entered. our band is known as Requiem. the word means "a ballad for the dead" (you know funeral music, a mass, yatta-yatta-yatta...). we played our songs, and we got un-plugged, due from "taking up too much time". yeah yeah, whatever. we left the event as soon as we were done playing, we didn't feel like staying in a "wasteful" scene. as we got our shit packed up, troy, lil chris, and i stormed to the party (Freedom Fest '05). there we played our whole set-list of songs, i remember troy telling me, "dude, we are playing at the wrong party". the party was filled with "wannabe" gangsters, pretty-boys, and plenty of fine latinas (yeah, onion-booty galor!). i remember looking at their faces as we played, and they looked bored; i was bummed, but who gives a crap. we said we'd play at both events and so we did. as soon as we were done, they quickly bumped up the hip-hop, the party was showered with beer, alcohol, and of course "mary jane".

the party was alright, my sis and i got dropped off by her friend Benji (hey Benji, sweet ride man. nice heated seats...too hot though!). as for bands news, we've completed 5 songs. the worst part about it is that we don't have a vocalist who can sing em for us. i tried, it's hard playing and singing at the same time; at least i gave it a shot because i'm AWESOME like that. i am informed that we are practicing this weekend. but we won't be jamming in Troy's "study room" because of matt. Matt, you're truely "BAND MEMBER OF THE FUCKIN' YEAR!", this guy kicked Troy's door because we were stuck inside; and as a result his whole leg goes through and out the pieces went. Troy's uncle is not letting us jam in there anymore (that sucks), but we will jam in Troy's garage (haha, an OFFICIAL garage band now!). i'm proud of you guys, i really love this band i'm in, thank you guys for all your support. thank you guys for all your talents, and thanks for keeping Requiem alive and rising.

UPCOMING EVENTS:

-March 26th, 2005 at 3:00pm: XWF: World War X (1590 N. Los Robles) 

Feb. 2, 2005 at around 4:30 pm i get a call...

(i'm going back in time now)...alright so i get a call from this girl ive talking to, her name is Chelsea "po-vee" Amitoelau. we seriously had good vibes between us. and on that day, she skipped her tutoring classes just to get a hold of me; as lame as this sounds she calls me from a nearby telephone from her school, i for one thought it was really sweet. she was hinitng me that she wanted to be more then friends, so a "p.i.m.p.", (just kidding), like myself goes and asks her out. from then on, everything was smooth sailing. sparks flew, and emotions arised. i remember her telling me when she called me one night while she was at a friend's she said "charles, i love you; and not in a way" because any random day for her she'd say "i love you, in a way". but as for me, she said "i love you". i began to smile, and wonder if this girl is truely real. turns out she was really being true to me. i was over-filled with joy. Feb. 14th ("dooms"day) rumor said i wanted to break up and that i couldn't handle the long distance. she lives in Anaheim and i live in Pasadena, we're 45 minutes away. she cried her heart out, but i was saying, "no, i don't want to lose you baby; i'm not gonna break up with you." she took what i said, and we stayed together. then ONE DAY she tells me that she feels really sad that i'm not out there with her because she sees couples out there and she feels really bummed. i never wanted to hurt this girl, and just by me sitting here in pasadena doing nothing hurts her. i felt really bad, so i suggested that we should stay as friends. i wanted to do that because i don't want to hurt somebody. then again, she cried. she tore up the poem i wrote for her that is in display on her folder for everyone to see, she ripped it up. i went on a guilt trip, and i wanted to take it back. i don't want to lose her. we stayed together, again.

March 2nd, 2005 marked our 1st month...

...everything was fine. then it was her that wanted a "time-off", i was sadened. she wanted to do this because she gets a phone call from this guy (this guy is some dude that blows her off for some other girl like 5 MONTHS AGO.) and he tells her over the phone that he was sorry for what he had done to her, and that he wanted to be her boyfriend. she literally told me that she wanted a "time-off" just so she can think about this. excuse am i stupid? she wants to take a "time-off" just so she can think about our relationship? and the stupid-ass like myself, i really didn't care. we never really proceed with the "time-off" thing, she says that she doesn't talk to him anymore and that he's going to kill himself. it's really fuckin sad what happens later when i told her this, "look, let me talk to this guy. i'll fuckin' tell him myself to stop talking to you" and then she says, "NO! don't say anything, i swear i won't talk to you if you do it". it's so fuckin' stupid how she's backing me down into talking to this guy so i can let him know, and she won't let me go and do so. i swear...i hated that. so everything was back to normal, til her friends wanted her to ask this guy "brian" to a dance. they say and she says it as well, that this guy "brian" reminds them of me; sheesh. i was like...fuck it, it's just a dance. then this past sunday (March 13th) my brother takes us to Big Bear to enjoy some snow. we get home at like 7 or something, so i call chelsea. she didn't know it was me, and that she mistakes me for someone else. i asked her what she was doing and she tells me that she was talking to someone and me. all this time she was trying to laugh it off, then i said, "it seems like i won't be talking to you for a while, so take care of yourself, BYE (hangs up)"...the sad thing is, she didnt call me back. so i broke up with her. and today (March 16) she tells me that she didn't know we brok up and that she was completely lost. am i stupid? i swear, i think i affiliated myself with a dumbass...lol.

quote of the week: "...is it working?" and oh yeah this one "i'm sorry i thought you were someone else. (someone, hmmm?)"

tip of the day: "cyber relationships never work out, damn the phone bill came up to 256 dollars!!!"

-charles >current mood:|happy that i'm done with this whole crap, and happy that i just finished typing this long-blog"

Currently Playing Misfits By The Misfits see related

- Die, Die My Darling -

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth

I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in Hell

Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box, yeah
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen it a-coming on
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know it was in your power
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy
Don't cry to me oh baby
Now your life drains on the floor
Don't cry to me oh baby

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth

I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in Hell

Don't cry to me a baby
Your future is in an oblong box
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen the end a-coming on, a-coming
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know it was in your power
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy
Don't cry to me oh baby
Now your life drains on the floor
Don't cry to me oh baby

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Shut your pretty mouth

I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in Hell

Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Die, die, die my darling
Die, die, die my darling

Die, die, die, die, die, die....

Currently Playing Collection II By The Misfits see related

- We Are 138 - -

what's been goin' on in here..?

well, i don't know about everyone in the world, but as for me i've been workin' on getting the lyrics into the songs. so far, i've completed 3 songs with music and lyrics, so i feel pretty good about that. the songs i've made so far:

2 punk songs: "Undone Presidency" & "Daddy, Can I be A Punker?"
1 acoustic song: "Routine"

i'm currently workin' on my 3 punk song which add onto my collection. hopefully everything runs smoothly. and practice this saturday should be very progressive...PLEASE, EVERYONE MUST GO!

quote of the day: "dirtydan the garbage man is in the can"

tip of the day: "there are so many webpages to choose from, please choose 1."

-chadwick >current mood:|righteousness|<